Thursday, September 16, 2010

One of the most important things I wanted to happen turned out to be the exact opposite of what I expected

   (This is for the 1st of September)
   Ugh. This sucks! You have no idea of how excited I was for September 1. I didn't expect that my plans for that day will be the exact opposite of what I wanted it to happen, just the way as I planned it to be.
   This is how it all started...
   All of my Alien friends and sisters (including me), planned and talk about what we're gonna do for Bill and Tom's 21st birthday. This is just our own celebration, so it has to be extra special, and, I wanna add something up -- this, I really mean THIS is my first time to have a celebration for their birthday as a Tokio Hotel fan, so I'm really psyched.
   So, about the the plans. My friend, Elaine, she's Malaysian; if I'm not mistaken or perhaps Chinese, suggested that we all go to Twitter and play some game or something. My other friend named Ella suggested just as simple as a Tokio Hotel bash... I meant she suggested just to play Tokio Hotel songs, loud in our own places, just to shaken things up ‘coz even simple celebrations can make huge differences between us, right? That's how fun being a TH fan can be, it makes you feel really special and different, perhaps like an Alien. Haha. That's us!
   On this very day, my life, really felt different. I'm just chillin' and having a great time at school, with my friends, until I got home really, really early 'coz I'm just so excited. I just wanna surf the web, see what everybody's up to, and tlak about our day. Unfortunately, my simple plan didn't work. Damn!
   It's just because of this stupid Internet connection that my perfect day got completely ruined. I know this is silly, but it's really a big deal for me, it really is. If you's only have an idea of how this is important for me. I'm not being a drama queen or something you might think of and all, but this was supposed to be one of my best days. I don't know why it really affects me. 'Til now, I'm not getting over with it yet. Some of my friends already told me to just wait 'til next year but it's not gonna work. This was supposed to be extra special 'coz it's my first time to do this -- at what I just said recently.
   So, all I did was just sitting and staring at myself in the mirror and just listening to TH songs, alone in my room. After that, I watched the Humanoid City Live on more time.
   Everything just happened what I don't want it to be... The exact opposite of it. I don't know why our Net connection didn't work when I needed it the most. When it's my extraordinary day. I wish I was like the Aliens who celebrated a much more cooler Bill and Tom birthday celebration.

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